Friday, 19 March 2021

If you were to lose an eye

To show her my best and commit to her all of my love and hopes and fears.
To learn with her and promise her that all I do is with her in mind -
And although I will fail, yet I will never give in to the selfishness of my desires
But will always repent of it.
I love you not because you shine,
But because all the reasons are one that I cannot utter
Except to conclude this,
That I love you because I love you.
If you were to lose an eye your beauty remains perfect to me.
If you were to turn your back on me then I would adore your back in the hope I would see thy face again.

K.Oni

Bend at thy knees

Ah, pride
Bend at thy knees and show tears of want.
Her gorgeous eyes are worthy of our bow,
And although she eschews,
The hurt will not dig deeper if I ask one more time.

K.Oni

Sunday, 14 March 2021

It’s not a secret that I like you.

It’s not a secret that I like you.
I wish I could tell you.
But you made up your mind so I’m scared to approach you,
I wish I could be better, definitely to be the man of your dreams.

K.Oni

Friday, 12 March 2021

Take my pain

I’ve seen the sunshine and rainbow smile at me  As I walk to the edge of the day.  Take my pain it will hurt your feet  But if you endure you might see what I missed.

K.Oni  

 

Thursday, 11 March 2021

Can’t seem to shake her

I can’t seem to shake her out of my head.
Dining alone,
I imagine her to be sitting opposite,
Looking pleased and amused
At my countenance. 
I remember that evening,
All her ways were enchanting and amiable.
Lovely - nothing less.
What did she fancy of me?

K.Oni

Praise God

It is not enough to merely see God’s glory. We must praise him when we see His glory. If we are not praising God, it is because we are not enjoying him or seeing his glorious beauty. 

CS Lewis writes in regards to praise: The most obvious fact about praise—whether of God or anything—strangely escaped me. I thought of it in terms of compliment, approval, or the giving of honor. I had never noticed that all enjoyment spontaneously overflows into praise. . . . The world rings with praise—lovers praising their mistresses, readers their favorite poet, walkers praising the countryside, players praising their favorite game—praise of weather, wines, dishes, actors, horses, colleges, countries, historical personages, children, flowers, mountains, rare stamps, rare beetles, even sometimes politicians and scholars. 

My whole, more general difficulty about the praise of God depended on my absurdly denying to us, as regards the supremely Valuable, what we delight to do, what indeed we can’t help doing, about everything else we value. I think we delight to praise what we enjoy because the praise not merely expresses but completes the enjoyment; it is its appointed consummation. It is not out of compliment that lovers keep on telling one another how beautiful they are; the delight is incomplete till it is expressed. (C. S. Lewis, Reflections on the Psalms).

In our grief, we praise him because he is our comfort. We see the beauty of his comfort and fall at his feet. We may weep for the night but joy comes in the morning. 

K.Oni

Tuesday, 9 March 2021

Two Sparrows

 God is in the smallest details. 

Are not two sparrows sold for a penny and not one of them will fall to the ground apart from your father. But even the hairs on your head are all numbered. Fear not, therefore; you are more of value than many sparrows. Matt 10:29-31. 

If God is in the smallest details in regards to birds then he is in my smallest details. Birds die and they do so only according to God's will. 

Therefore, I need not worry. I am not going to die unless it’s God's will. 

I can live my life free of the anxiety of all things. And when I make stupid mistakes and decisions, I can repent of it and no longer worry. 

K.Oni

O, Lord

 O, Lord,  The King of everlasting righteousness,  You are the one and only great God. Help me to live a holy life and overcome all of my si...