She is my delight

 She is my delight
Each day I do not fail to think of her good looks.
O, how pitiful my portion
That I must lament this yearning
And each night brings dreams 
That will never be realized.
O, to message her now and confess
Will only bring a brutal refusal
Which at this moment I cannot bear.
I cannot understand this life
Every deep fancy has escaped me.
My lot is suffering and loneliness
For every girl, I which to labour for seven years 
Has passed me by.
it is not utterly so
But blueish eyes
And graceful face
Glorious sunshine and the queen of my soul.

K.Oni

We must face every decision

 Life is what it is
We must face every decision
Look into the mirror and take responsibility. 
No hiding, for we all die
And in death, not all is forgotten
Unless forgiven
So repentance is required of all,
For we must all face our maker
Especially those who have longed disbelieved!

K.Oni

Life is war

 Life is war
Torn to pieces by my lust
The demons encore.
Deadly desires of Wealth
The three taboos
Immersed in my flesh. 
Loyal division
God and the devil?
Lucifer is content if I serve the pair
Because God will always be in the rear. 
Holy Spirit, avail me in this battle
Numerous promises broken, I've become a chattel to sin.
But life is war,
When did I stop fighting?
Did I fall asleep in the struggle,
And caved in, became content with the shadows. 
The prophetic word given
Was who will I serve?
I chose Jesus, but this is a daily vote!

K.Oni

Thank you for the opportunity

 The Lord did bless me after all of my evil sinnings. Oh, the history of Christianity! Sometimes it is hard to discern the truth. What is christ up to? I wonder often about this? But I praise him for the interview I had today for by His Spirit he put in my heart to research a question just before the interview and the question did come up. I do t think I’ll be unsuccessful but I thank God for the opportunity.

K.Oni

To Surrender

 What to say to you
After a while of not speaking.
You were always on my mind but I know that I was absent from yours.
I relinquished my desire 
Knowing that you did not care for me,
But I should have been brave
And approached you with an ultimatum.
Dear sweet love,
Tell me what you think?
As much as I have neglected you,
your beauty has failed to escape my mind.
And I am of a pious line even though I sin daily
I am not brave enough 
To lead a lady on that I do not desire her heart.
I would have soon got over you
If I could play such a game.
I would have lost myself in the touch of another woman
Who is fine and my sweet words would have kissed her lips to surrender.

K.Oni

My sweet dear

 My sweet dear
Lost to the feeling of my love
Eternal to my mind,
I always ruin what is important to you.
My soul, my eternal friend
I love you but lying repentance is my excuse.

K.Oni

The writings of Sunny Caane

 Oh Dear Sunny, the apple of my eye. I desire to see you soon. Listen to my words:

I am convinced perhaps by all of my own internal strong feelings towards her that she is to be mine. I have no external encouragement from her, in fact quiet the opposite but then a woman often makes these things hard as not to be seen as desperate. But I am fickle and too nice to pursue when all the signs are pointing elsewhere. I did it once when I knew all the signs were negative and in fact I had buried the chase until I was encouraged. I should have listened to my own wisdom but will I listen now concerning her? If my hook should catch her I would be the happiest of all fisher men and this one catch would be enough for me for my whole life. But what to do? What to do? I now await a sign from the heavens as you know I am very superstitious for I lean towards that pagan religion of astrology, and until I receive that sign I will be still. All my blessings and demise have been written long ago in the stars. I know that you are a Christian but our love for one another is so great that I see you as my constant sun. I do not know if she is still single my dear Sunny or if she is now taken by the man she loves. But life goes on day by day until in a thousand years no one remembers that I once lived in love. Please reply quickly my Sunny!

Yours forever 

Homer