I will Ascend

 Humility smiles as Diligence seeks
For the poor to please
Another soul to release
From burden that we must all bear
But not in equal weights!
Are God's blessings blind like Justice?
Why they and not me?
The world spins
But we are not the sun!
Blessed peace
I abandoned by my careless ways,
And I fail because I bow to sin's desires,
Even Rome, fell!
The devil fell,
Christ descended
But only He ascended
And mankind will once again ascend,
I rejoice to when 
Jacob's ladder I will Ascend. 

K.Oni

Many begin to love God

 Many begin to love God
But fail to finish.
The lust of the world takes them
And like Demas, they are gone.
It begins slowly,
A little here and there.
Diligence slowly gives way,
Discipline to prayer goes away. 
Many begin to love God
But very few finish.
But those whom God has eternally Loved
Will never lose His Eternal Love.

K.Oni

Night of Sorrow

 Night of sorrow
Came on the wings of an Eagle's flight.
To the mountain of doom
We all marched to bow to death
But not to fear.

K.Oni

Help me, O Lord.

 The grace of God of God is deep and wide. We must cling to it for it is our only hope in Christ Jesus. Some have fallen so deep because they failed in their obedience, but yet will not deny the faith and some have maintained their faith and denied the world. We must pray for each other and bring back those brothers who are dejected because of their unrighteousness. It is a good thing that that they feel the pain of their cowardice and should have known better that God's kindness should always lead to repentance. Yet they struggle with this and often kiss the feet of the world. We ought to pity them but Christ has not forsaken them because they are his. And for us who are strong, we should not forsake them too but admonish them as much as we can and leave them into the strong hands of Christ. If you are a brother in this state, who kisses the world yet hates it, forsake the world now and be in full surrender to Christ Jesus. O, forgive us for our evil ways for i have misjudged the power of sin. No matter the years, it can still rise with his full force falling the greatest of saints. O, I remember David and Peter! Even after their great repentance, they still fell. O, Help us all. Help me to help me and to help my brothers and sisters in the faith.

K.Oni

A flower fell

 A flower fell
In A well,
The slave
Drew it unknowingly
And ended in the Maid's bath. 
Heavenly scent
She was lost 
In the thought of a prince
Who never came,
Ended in a convent
Sweet Mary was 
Always full of grace.

K.Oni

Joys of confession

 Dear Lord, 

My Sins are plentiful. I have drunk deep in the world and followed every course of debauchery. But your ways remain deep in me. I remember Jerusalem and your temple, I long to return, but my sins keep me chained to the world. O, free me, dear Lord. Set me free that I may rejoice in the ways of salvation again. I have made many mistakes and kissed many forbiden fruits, O, Help me for I long to kiss heaven and rest in the bossom of my Saviour.

K.Oni

May I Blaspheme your name no more!

 Let me write some truth
I have fallen beyond redemption's wings.
I know it so
Because the blessings have gone from me.
I failed again and I no more can marvel,
But yet, I cannot throw away the faith
That has me anchored in reality.
Jesus is Lord!
The Spirit spreads His truth.
Any soul that asks me 
What is life about
I will always say 
It is all about the Christ.
O, May I learn obedience,
His 39 lashes, still I'm drinking from the world.
Blessed are the pure in heart,
This blessing, will it ever find me?
I will not stop,
Even though I go days without praying,
Bless the Lord,
May I Blaspheme your name no more!

K.Oni