In sweet sorrow

The world is empty

And so is my heart

Because I have not hallowed

the name of GOD

I leave it all behind

To follow Jesus

In sweet sorrow, I praise

With heartache, I will enter my rest.

K.Oni

Miscellanies 121 - the wrath of God is coming

On account of sexual immorality, impurity, evil desires and covetousness which is idolatry, the wrath of God is coming. Dear Christian, if you know that the wrath of God is coming because of these things, why do you linger in them or do you not believe that such awful wrath is coming? Most will evacuate their house if a mighty tornado was scheduled to visit them.

K.Oni

The writings of Sunny Canne

Dear Sunny,

It lingers, each day I wake with the thoughts of her in my mind. Some hours are better than the others, but a cloud hangs over each day. Her beauty still stuck in my mind will not lift, an ever-pressing weight upon my soul that no other lady can move, no matter their attractiveness. Is this too much for me, and respecting her choice I keep far away. I wish she could hear my sighs, the lament under my pitiful cloud. How happy he is that is him who is with her, he is the one she chose, yet I could bet my life that I would happier be. Although I believe the Lord will come to remove her from my heart, yet the Lord’s coming is at times long and will leave me to pine and to learn not to love so high a mortal thing.

Come soon to comfort me Sunny.

Mani

K.Oni

Prayer for my soul

O, be not foolish that I would wallow so deep in any loss. Although I feel it as the weight of death, yet the love and satisfaction I receive in Christ much abounds. In my sorrow, I rejoice and so much so that all my actions overflow from His love rather than from my pain. May I leave all my sins behind and walk in righteousness to the praise of his glory.

K.Oni

So is my love

My love is like a thirsty man who dreams that he is drinking, 
But when he wakes, his thirst is not quenched. 
So is my love!

K.Oni

The writings of Sunny Caane

My good friend Dante sent me these words of his feelings when the girl he loved rejected him and wanted to send these words to her about his feelings. 

My dear, I wouldn't have told you if I couldn't deal with the consequence. I am not easily bruised. In fact, I knew all along what you would say. But to be a good leader I must lead myself and part of it is courage. My face was set towards you like Jesus' face was set towards Jerusalem. I knew coming to you was a sure crucifixion. But I would rather have you know than for you to be unclear and I would rather you hear it from me. And even though I despised the humiliation, but for the potential joy, I embraced it.

This is my feeling about me asking her Sunny. Please write soon to comfort me for I have heard the sad news that she is now seeing another. My heart breaks! I wish I was him. O I dreamed a dream that will never be and what to make of my life now. I pray a greater love would fall upon me like it did for Romeo when he met Juliet. But I fear that she was my Juliet and my Rachel and must I settle for Leah? 

Her hands that never took mine, so soft caresses his hair, that I wish I was his hair. She passed me by without a kiss or goodbye, she walked apathetically by. I called but my voice must have been so low.

 

Dante

K.Oni

We had it good

Hey, was the first word I spoke to ya

I knew I would love you

When I met you

Blue eyes under the blue skies

Never thought I’ll realize all my dreams in a woman

You were with him

I knew you had to be with me

Sincerely yours

It figures he made 8 figures

Drove you insane

But I told you if you changed plains

Our car would be on a smooth lane

I had my own fame

Surprised by what you gave, surprised by what you gave me

Lot of loving that nobody never gave me

So what went wrong

My ambition for money

Made me forget that you weren’t for sale  

Splendid amatory between us

All prevailing your beauty

I got jealous when the guys with you

Couldn’t trust you cuz I had issues

Too many nights you told me but I didn’t listen

Till you went away I missed all the facts in it

Sitting in my chair reminiscing

God sent me a blessing I didn’t keep it

You were lovely in all ways, a perfect frame

An appealing picture, sure you had faults

But they were in the stars

I'm on the ground asking why my heartaches

Baby come back I know you ain't

I knew I would love you

I should have walked by

Never holla’d at you, I should have walked by

Now I'm pleading for reasons to keep going

In my dreams, wishing, manifesting what I feel

Then I wake to the tears

We had it good but I was blind

One of a kind

Now I'm dining with ladies I don't even like.

K.Oni