Lately, I’ve been awake

Lately, I’ve been awake but I’ve done nothing with my time.
The Sun is shining but I don’t wanna go outside.
She is calling me but I am persistent with eating my cheese,
A little walk away, I ain't got time to play silly games.
But I’m worried, worried I’m wasting my time,
I’ve got a few talents am I spending it here?
Forgive me, Lord, I wanna be a G,
The kind that serves Christ with all I have
But I’m a failure,
My mortal sins are way too deep in the weed.

K.Oni