O that I was more obedient to the Lord

O that I was more obedient to the Lord. O that in my heart I was more yielding to the sweet commandments of King Jesus. O that after tasting much sunshine in my soul, that I do not fall by the wayside. 

Sin really makes my soul unhappy and when I fall into sin's wicked wells, I sigh in misery and plead with the Lord to renew me and to make me feel the sweetness of forgiveness. O that I was already fully sanctified and have fully departed from the ways of sin. Forgive me, Sweet Jesus, may I carry my cross daily.

K.Oni