The last flower

This blossoming flower 
Sent as a reminder, 
Was the last testament of declaration 
And a silent withdrawal 
That she could never be mine!

K.Oni

Look, the sun rises, just for her

Look, the sun rises, just for her

The sunsets, crying whilst bidding her adieu.

For long ago, the sun saw her existence and took on her radiance.

I see it more than all with clearer eyes

I see what the sun sees, a wonder.

But I am jealous of the sun for she loves him

Happily, she sits under his caressing rays.

K.Oni

A prayer for my soul

Each day draws me closer to death, I pray my Lord for my soul to keep. Help me die to sin each day, yea that which plagues my soul to weep. Oh the hurt and the pain, I blame no one but me alone. I wish more for a steady will, to turn my eyes away from all unworthy things. Fix my eyes upon you and when deep misery is in my heart, I will not turn to the world to help me heal, but to you who does do all things well, to you who did once and will again raise me from the dead. Help me be the light you have given me, help me reflect you to the world that glory is given to the Father of love and comfort.

K.Oni

She will never hear of my goodbye

I wish fate would be more kind

Or she perhaps gave me a false chance

I had thought I would be brave in her sight

Lost for words as I watched her curiously through the night.

She is now a forbidden thing

A fortified forest, trespass if I dare to play.

I ask myself, what have I to lose?

In frenzied haste, I looked on myself with a frightened look.

There she goes, but I dare not look

A fruitless whisper

She will never hear of my goodbye.

K.Oni

It is clear she loves a soul

It is clear she loves a soul, a soul not me.

And even if no soul she adores

Yet me she does not see

As to exist in any realm of admiration.

I looked hard on my own face and on my ways

To be disappointed that I meet not her desire.

But I cannot linger on what is not to be

And if the past repeats itself

Soon a soul will have her in his arms

And she will pass me by without a goodbye.

K.Oni