The writings of Sunny Caane

 My Dear Sunny

The goal is to find a wife this year. But what sort of wife am I looking for? I have never really thought of it in a serious way before that I needed one. But now, growing in age, and seeing the sun forever circling its pilgrimage and my life declining, it is time I give serious thought to finding a wife. I want a Rachel as well as a Deborah. I want a Bathsheba without the murder that would give birth to a Solomon, but I am not a king. If I were a King, I fair I would be wasteful and indulge in so much pleasure that I would ruin my Life.

In a wife, I am not sure what I am looking for but when I see her, I shall know for sure. But I am very simple and I believe I could take any decent female that would have me. My ambition is not so high and my faults are plenty. Perhaps that is why every eyes have looked beyond me and would forever look pass me. But what care do I have in this world currently? I live for myself and do things at whatever hour delights me. I must give up this selfish way was to entertain a family. But I fear that I may fail in my duties and after a few years, I would neglect my kids and wife and strut about the earth in search of the silver gold.

But it is well. I have good guidance at my side and you dear Sunny is forever a shining example. you have taught me the ways of duty and honour and the importance of family. It is you that I see as the wisdom of the earth and the great light in the sky. All shall be well in as much as I have my mind at peace and my desires shall be fulfilled. I will pray earnestly and take a gamble, not blindly but be more open and see if the stars do guide our destinies. 

I will be with you in August which is two moon rotations away and what joys awaits me.

Your dear childhood friend

Martins.

K.Oni

Goodbye and farewell

 Goodbye and farewell.
Changing seasons are every year,
Does each leaf cry
When the summer ends
Knowing rebirth will come,
I too reflect 
And kiss the thorn 
That dreams a nightmare.
Secluded grace.
Adieu forbidden love.
I will never commerce with you
I massacre all of my affections
And rediscover the time
When your existence 
Knew not I!

K.Oni

Is she in love?

 Is she in love
Fallen for Adam's son?
I wonder and regret
I desired I was the hand 
That she kisses in the night.
Should I ask
Disgrace myself in the call?
I am too proud
And it is better to let sleeping dogs nod.

K.Oni

Her beauty amazes me

 Her beauty amazes me 
Young and golden,
Wild as the nomadic life.
Numbed by her pleasant eyes
The sun bows
When she exit her house.
A particular warmth
Her breath like the tender wind
That blows on the pious string. 
Dear Lord, is this the wife
That you showed me 
On the quiet hills 
Where I gave you my life.
My Rachel, was Eve this pure?
I adore the resolute love
That is ripen, 
Bless it with your sacred touch.

K.Oni

New year, New me?

New year new me? There’s been a new me ever since I was saved in Christ otherwise all that remains is the old me with some moral transformations at best which the bible would describe as filthy rags in front of Gods sight. It’s harsh I know, but when the bible talks about our righteousness it pulls no punches. In fact it condemns every single person - there is no one righteous no not even one. Of course this excludes Jesus Christ, he was the only righteous person to have lived and died and he was raised from the dead. So new year new me will really be a new me if you are regenerated by the Spirit of God. And those who have been renewed but stuck under the old flesh in your patterns then you need to gaze upon the beauty of Christ and submit yourself to the sanctifying word of the Spirit. Embrace your new self and cast of the old self. Wake up for the days are evil.

K.Oni

The Writings of Sunny Caane

Oh My dear delightful Sunny, 

Read below about the pain I felt last week.

I was in much pain that I felt the sentences of death upon me. My back aches and I could not sleep. I struggled to breathe and would often say my last prayers that if I should not wake then, please Lord receive my sinful spirit. Such was my state that I despised of living itself, yet I wanted to live and live a life more committed to God. 

The pain was excruciating and I thought that I had all kinds of illnesses. I remembered Paul who prayed ardently for his thorn to be removed and I prayed likewise - I began to think that this ache would be my lifelong thorn. I also thought about others who were in chronic pain whose pain was infinitely worse than mine and bore their pain with a daily smile. Those are the saints who color this world of pain. Mine was but a few days and I groaned but never cursed God like Job’s wife would have advised. 

Perhaps, I exaggerate my pain to such a degree that it is not as burning as the sun but yet it was as the oven where inedible cake is baked so that it could be consumed. This pain came upon me as a rod to strike me awake from my lukewarmness to my sweet savior and indulging in the ways of the world that brings death. He struck me awake with such a heavy blow that it was the blow of love. O I thought He had forgotten me in the night and despised me in the day. But Christ eyes and mind are always about his saints and how he pleads for us every day. 

I have been a wild rebel and in my rebellion, he loved me and forgave me. I will do likewise for I will not hold a grudge against those who do me ill for I have done many a wicked thing to others and worst of all to my God who forgives me of all of my unrighteousness. I will do likewise and always hold a cup of fellowship to as many enemies or friends are as willing to embrace me.

Yours forever,
Silvestre

K.Oni

When will I resist my sins?

 When will I resist my sins
And desist from every worldy way?
Enticing, she beckons me,
The sweet song of the lady 
That impulses me.
Engaging exquisite eyes, 
Cheerful glances, a noble charm. 

K.Oni

I feel that we have lost our way

 In this generation, I feel that we have lost our way. But if i must Stay true to the biblical truth, I feel that in every generation, there is a few remnant. Most are lost to the ways of the world and are persuaded by the devil not to consider the ways of eternity. It is indeed a miserable state for humanity and it will continue into the future until Christ suddenly returns. 

Even for those who have tasted of the heavenly blessings, the ways of the world are so enticing that it is difficult enough to resist it even though one knows of the heavenly blessings to come. Oh, bless us with the faith of Moses who shunned Egypt for the desert knowing Canaan is ahead.

K.Oni