Why am I wide awake in the dead of night

In the dead of night, I am wide awake

She said goodbye, she wasn’t feeling my ways
I made no arguments, no plea for her to stay
Then why am I wide awake in the dead of night?

I drink to feel the feelings again
It makes me brave but I know that it is too late
For me to call and I know you won’t reply to my verse. 
Yet I’m not in ache,
In the day there was no craving for you
Then why am I wide awake in the dead of night?

K.Oni