The sin that is killing me

Dear God can you hear me

My heart is failing 

I think I'm waisting 

I couldn't taste it

My unbelief is deep within me 

Where is the grace that they saying

Will save me in my time of need

But I'm drowning 

I can't find the faith that will keep me

I'm wishing for a vision

But The prophets are liars 

Are they yours because they claim the name of your Son

The preacher can't preach 

The singers can't lead but they sing empty words

I wonder if they plead 

Or they feed and spread the seed of your words

I can't deny that there is evil in my deeds

And in the past, I've mistreated the gifts that you gave 

Especially the gift of the man in the mirror. 

Is this the consequence of all my errors

When will I be taken away from all the terrors

Cuz my heart is in a place that they call a jail

Will your Spirit pay the bail again and when I'm out will I end up in my maze again

Have I been saved or was it all a false feeling 

And is that why I can't kill the sin that is killing me?

K.Oni